What a surprise (:
It was totally unexpected
am awfully touched, speechless and uber happy
It's my V day present
MacBook Pro
I was like still lying on my bed, when its already past 12 noon
and he was actually collecting the laptop already, but baby lied and said he's eating.
and afterwhich, mummy came into my room and said dexter give this to you
I was like........
then I called, and I teared
I'm still happy like peanut now
too pampered already
Thank you b, love you much!
Oh and suddenly I remember Min saying my chanel ear studs picture was too bright
couldn't see the pearls clearly
So here's one I googled, like the one baby got for me
It's really gorgeous
Can't express my happiness right now, even "I love you" 's not strong enough
*Love you Baby*
withLoves, Cheryl
You know, this world isn't fair.
If it's fair, there wouldn't be a need of justice and equality. In humanity, there are lots of characters we face everyday.
Pretentious, Hypocrite, backstabbers, Liars, Cheaters and more
But on the other hand, there are beautiful angels and guardians around.
Just like in relationships. There are people whom I've hurt before,
or people who've hurt me before. Or separated because of circumstances.
Many reasons. But afterwhich, it is still us.
I've gone through one of the worst nightmare of my life.
Despite the good memories, the bad overfill the good for that person.
My friends, good friends and closest will know what I'm talking about.
Being abused, slap, hit, kick, pushed, pull, threatened and the real pain comes upon being betrayed in the end.
Friends ask me, how do I hang in there for so long.
I don't know why either. But I guessed that rs totally changes me.
I became pretty unreasonable, hot-tempered
and I'm totally not devoted into any of the relationships aftermath.
Is like you rather you hurt others, then others to hurt you back again.
I cried in the night always, before. and I wasn't truly happy.
I threw and deleted away everything,
every single damn thing that reminds me of the f. into the chute
But is not enough, I've to overcome it myself.
Fun yes, who doesn't have fun? But reality still slaps you back eventually.
And I always believe what my friends and everybody says,
Heaven have eyes to see. retribution or otherwise, we shall see in time to come.
No idea why I'm penning all these down, but the big days are coming.
CNY and V day :D
I've been too pampered these days, with special deliveries right to my doorstep by boyfriend
Ben n Jerry, can you believe it? or even wafers
or mac breakfast. HAHA
and what's the craziest? he even went to tattoo my full name in chinese on his wrist.
Life's like a princess
and baby has been the most understanding so far,
and the best chauffeur ahmad one could ask for!
HAHHA He's gonna skin me for sure.
So ya, he better stop before I gets too spoilt
hehe
There isn't anything else left for me to ask for,
Maybe there are people out there who've gone through situations ten times worser than me
and you all know it is not easy at all to regain your trust back in this thing call "love"
constantly having the mindset that the life you're having sucks
But when you really open your eyes to see, and stop having the crazy fun.
everything that was grey white is actually red and orange
when you open your heart and truly let one in, that's when you honestly know the feeling of
" Letting go of the past"
withLoves, cheryl
my_everythin@hotmail.com
